So, this week, wow. God has given me opportunities to grow in Him, and for that I thank him.
I had midterms for my world literature class. . .bleh but it went pretty good. Then I found out today that my aunt has a tumor in her liver. . and they don't think she is going to last very long. It has hit me pretty hard, but it helped me realize something. We must maximize the time that we have. There are people that we need to love on and pour into, there are opportunities for so many things, and so often I let them slip by without even thinking about it. When it comes time for me, I want to know I did all I could through Him. Anyhoo in the midst of all this I wrote some songs, they aren't done but here are the lyrics for them.

I stand alone,
staring darkness in the face,
I can feel it there,
in the empty space,

The boatman's call,
it is in my heart,
I can feel it echo there,
in the empty part,

I know love will find me,
in the sweet, sweet sunrise,
but to find it there,
I'll have to open up my eyes

My sight grows cold,
learning how to see,
There are no more colors here,
only you and me.

I know love will find me,
in the sweet, sweet sunrise,
but to find it there,
i'll have to open up my eyes.

Song number 2

Take a picture
And stay a while
A thousand words
It says so much

Hold the moment
And breath it in
Keep it close,
It’s gone again

Live to love
For God above
And don’t forget
He’s right here

I hear Him call my name
I hear Him call my name
Don’t be scared
For He’s right there,
He’s holding all the weight,
I’m going home today
I'm going home today