I am becoming something more. I do not know what His plan is, but I feel Him working inside of me. My heart can now feel. Unlike the emotional disconnect that used to give me some ounce of comfort, this inability to shut off is difficult, and it comes with a responsibility. Feeling is not a weakness, it is about becoming more passionate. There are things that I want, and I am willing to wait for, or fight for. If He tells me to step forward I hope I leap. Patience has been a hard lesson to learn, for the battle against self never ends. Tomorrow will be anxious for itself, why do I need to be?