All day today I was thinking about what I might write here.  I sit down in front of the computer with my relaxing music and I forget everything that I might have thought earlier.  I may have thought to write about my current state in life or just highlights, maybe a general overview if you will.  What does that really do for the reader?  I don't know.  I don't especially find writing a great method of relaxation or venting.  What does this do for me? I don't know.  I have do though, have some odd urge to tell the world that I am doing really good.  Sure there are some bumps in the road, maybe even mountains, but that is okay because we aren't alone.  I was riding my bike from shivers back to my house, which takes a while.  On the way I was thinking about all the things that I have to do as soon as I get back.  I am behind on my reading it, and I know it.  It bothers me about as much as owing someone money, which really bothers me.  A car passed me and the windows were down, this little kid in the front seat turns as they pass and gives me the biggest smile.  I have no idea why there was any need to smile, but I smiled back, and felt about a thousand times better.  Through that kid, God gave me joy and made it all better.  I don't know how others perceive me, and that doesn't matter.  I hope that I can pass that smile on to someone else though.  soo this is thought A, on to thought B.

I have to watch my mouth I have decided.  Or God decided and let me know.  The power of words are great and immeasurable.  Words are like fire.  They can provide warmth and comfort, building others up.  Or they can cause total and complete destruction.  That scares me a lot.  I don't know how all of my words have affected people, but this constant reminder that I am getting is something sent from Him I am sure.    I hope any and all of those that read this are having an amazing day, walking hand in hand with Him.  Really, is there any other way to live?